December 2010
“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via mikeycdavis)
“Love is an attempt at penetrating another being, but it can only succeed if the...”
– Octavio Paz (via kari-shma)
I love you. That’s all.
You know what..
I should have realised sooner. All that talk about your involvement in plays and all your acting accolades, and the talk about being an actor if you weren’t involved in music makes sense to me now. Every word that came out of your mouth, every facial expression, every smile, every excuse. It was all bull. And me, being the naive 18 year old girl I was, fell for it, because...
A status
So I found an old facebook status I wrote a while ago.. -
phone call. talk. d&m. connection established.. feelings. smiles. happiness. solace. friend. sleep watchers. close your eyes. happiness. butterflies. depend. end of the day. new news. heartbreak. connection failed. two weeks of stumbleupon. lingering silence. building. conquering the world. busy. resentment. drifting away. find...
Vanity!
I don’t understand how some people can be so vain. Average looking people take a billion pictures of themselves to just prove to themselves that they look good.. or as if with every picture, they’ll look better.
It doesn’t work like that. Please stop. You look silly.
I can understand if you’re some gorgeous/handsome person who loves themselves.. although if that were the...
A story
One day there was a man, who went by the name of Jerome. There wasn’t a single person on this planet that disliked him. He was just too loveable. Staying angry at the kid was not possible, because that nigga knew how to get right under your skin. And that smile.. boy, was it infectious.
Late last summer, he met a girl who was caught in a funk. She was difficult to deal with, emotionally...
I wish you would just get out of my life forever, instead of coming back and resurrecting all the feelings I had buried and put to rest. this is torture. as much as I love you as a friend, I can’t bear it when you talk about the past and how we used to be. all you do is dwell.. i’m trying to move away from that. and I have. but you just make it so much more difficult. i’m in...
Who are we fooling?
So we’re back here again, tip-toeing rround the edge of the end. Wondering who will be the last to admit that we’re finally over. Turned 21 on the day that we met. Terrible shoes, implausible dress. It’s funny how sad the funny things get as you grow older. Better or worse but what else can we do, when better or worse, I am tethered to you? If it’s not either of us, tell me...
I bruise easily
My skin is like a map of where my heart has been, and I can’t hide the marks but its not a negative thing. So I lay down my guard, drop my defences down by my clothes. I’m learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow.
I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me. Theres a mark you leave like a love heart carved on a tree. I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface...
I want you to know that it’s a little fucked up that I’m stuck here waiting, at times debating telling you that I’ve had it with you and your career. Me and the rest of the family here singing where’d you go? I want you to know it’s a little fucked up that I’m stuck here waiting, no longer debating. Tired of sitting and hating, and making these excuses for why...
“There is magic in long-distance friendships. They let you relate to other human...”
– Diana Cortes (via kari-shma)
November 2010
so I was at work today when I was told something that really kind of shocked and surprised me.. and it just made me think of how we are all products of our past. you don’t seem to realise it, but all your experiences, whether they be triumphs or tragedies, have shaped you to become what you are today.
yes, every one has had their fair share of pain, and its natural to let previous events...